Checking my own trips is sad. : (
I have been making a lot of videos.
And if my memory serves me correctly that is all I ever promised. I know I am not smart, or an elite haxor, however I am artsy, and autistic. That has to count for something. I have missed you poners.
A lot has changed. My sister now watches my YouTube channel with my nephew, so I can't really blog about personal drama anymore.
I wanted to take custody of my nephew at one point….however, now his father is out of prison, which is a good thing. I am happy he is spending time with his dad. I am just uncle Ricky and that suits me fine. Families are weird. Well, that is a broad statement but you know what I mean. I never had a family, which was my own choice… And at 38, I am like a cat lady..only I have doggos. They're not even my dogs. I am a loser. This comes to no surprise to the reader I am sure. Oh well, I guess I should just nut up and shut up. Be a fucking man, and not giant pussy. It is all so tiresome… >Fuck that depressing bullshit.
There is enough depressing shit in the world.
Like Israel getting the NSA, 5G weapons (which Israel will not have in their country) strange how that works huh? YouTube removed my "White Jesus Jew Killer" video. That sucked cause it was really funny and I had this totally ripped 6 pack. Oh well. YouTube hates Christians. I have an idea why, but I don't want to be called an antisemite! Hahaha, too late for that shit. I am whatever they label me as… That is how THEY work. Everyone nose it. (Knows*)>at this point I am just rambling.
But someone may want to read it. My only accomplishment in recent years is this thread. I have come to terms that John Elway isn't the real John Elway…haha. I also had a conspiracy theory about the Broncos and the Denver airport…
But, ponies can't be satanic can they? I hope not. Speaking of hope, I still hope for a brighter future…. and you poners should too. I know it is hard…at times I want to be with King Terry taking out CIA niggers in the afterlife. (I hope there aren't CIA niggers in Heaven) But, if I kill myself, they win. So fuck that.
I want to be inspirational here, but all I can say is don't be a loser like me. There is a sad pep talk. Hahaha. Any who,Post too long. Click here to view the full text.