What do you anons do to make yourselves less unhappy with yourselves on a daily basis? Poner hellps a little, but not nearly enough for me. Any hobbies, games, social things you do? Because right now I've been banned from every degenerate fetish discord server on the damn app and only have one friend left over from it all. Shit's getting lonely.
>>142527 I play grand strategy games with groups of people and work out. I also work and take care of my house. when I'm not doing that I go to the range and waste thousands of dollars on ammunition just in case shit goes south in the near future.
>>142527 >getting banned from every Discord server Geez, anon, how do you achieve such offensiveness?
You're master over your mind and body. Working out regularly is satisfying as you can measure your progress and become more capable. As for entertainment, read whatever interests you, for example books on politics and economics.
>>142544 >Geez, anon, how do you achieve such offensiveness? Unironically, it's because I make like one jew joke every week or so and piss someone off, then they whine to the mods, mods push me into debating the authenticity of Israel or the existence of race or other bad-goy things. >Working out regularly is satisfying I lost sixty pounds post-election and still felt like shit a year and a half after losing it. Probably gained ten back this last couple months but otherwise the exercise hasn't changed.
>>142548 That's interesting. I used to write for a couple faggy 4/mlp/ generals back in 2013, but stopped bothering because I felt like everything was bleeding together and nothing I wrote was motivating or entertaining to me anymore.
>>142551 My old writing was god-awful, consisting primarily of chatroom LARPing. Going up from that, and indeed, going above the current show writers, is a special kind of gratifying. Mind you, that's not exactly a very difficult feat, but you take what you can get.
There is no hope and no salvation. It's all rather pointless and if I had a decision in it and no family left I would not hesitate even for a second to look up a suitable method and then kill myself. To pass the time I drink vodka like it was some damn juice until I pass out, fap or terrorize people.
>>142559 >chatroom RP Nigger I literally made four different accounts on MSPARP/MxRP and am in the middle of an RP right the fuck now. It's fetish pandering trash and my partner wanted to be a hyperdicked Ross Lalonde. So trust me, whatever your old writing was, it's better than my shit.
>>142562 Ah, you went the max degeneracy route? Me personally, I went the max autism route. Sonic fandom, crossed over with all kinds of things, ranging from South Park to StarCraft, all parties pumping out enough OCs to drown in. Though mine were the best :^)
>>142565 I played Sonic Adventure on Dreamcast before I turned one year old, my man. I still come back to Sonic Advance 2 or Sonic 3 or SA2 every now and then. Crossovers, I used to really enjoy. I still want to sometime try something with the style or setting/origin story of Dark Souls, since the concept of hollowing probably had the most impact on me irl.
I play vidya, read books, go bike riding/nature walking now that it's warmer out, try baking new foods, buy clothes at goodwill, roll DnD characters I will never use, draw dungeons and worlds I'll never DM, go to mall and look at clothes I wouldn't wear and post here.
>>142567 It was always more of a 'fan of the fandom' relationship with Sonic for me. I grew up on mostly RTSes and ye olde Blizzard titles. To this day, I still prefer Diablo's DEEPEST LORE to Dark Souls's DEEPEST LORE, though both are great in their own rights. I tell you, when I stumbled on ponies, it was like an atomic bomb straight to my autism centers. I couldn't not write again after that, and I'm glad I did. I think it'd be worth a shot.
>>142527 >>142561 Sounds like you're in a bit of a rut, mates. I set myself projects to do, or goals to achieve. You need to challenge yourself, and when you achieve your goals, you feel better about yourself. Use Agile. By that I mean break up your projects into small chunks, so when you overcome small challenges, you're compelled to carry on. Write down a checklist. Or set up an account on Trello, make a board for whatever you're doing, and then use the cards to tick off your small challenges. This will keep track of your progress, and when you see it all add up as you go, it feels good. Best of luck to you all.
>>142569 >bike riding I haven't ridden my bike in so long, I'd be shocked if the tires didn't slowly deflate over the years >try baking new foods Right now I've got alternative keto/paleo pizza crust flour as well as a recipe for making my own with eggs, but I still haven't used it since ordering it two months ago. Maybe sometime I should do that in a few days. >draw dungeons Jesus, man. I don't care if they're basic top-down stuff, I can't even fathom DnD's rules. I tried three different times to draft a character and follow along with a campaign, none of those went well. I envy you.
>>142571 When I challenge myself even a little, I crumble. Always happens. I have 1300 hours in CSGO and still haven't gotten out of silver hell, I can't do truly challenging things. I'll just financially, emotionally, or physically fuck myself up like I always do.
When I first discovered Jordan Peterson, I wrote a hundred sticky-notes and attempted to make a point system to improve myself. I have a skill-tree style setup where everything has pre-goals and side-goals, and originally I planned on using these to do a Dark Souls run where all my level-ups came from that, and I would play one hour of a recorded commentary for use in a vidme video a week, but that never worked out.
It never felt good. Like I said, lost sixty pounds and still feel like shit.
>>142578 I'm gonna have to second >>142580 . After all, Hitler literally appeased the zionists, and not only did they manage to still paint him as a genocidal maniac through propaganda, but all the things he sacrificed for the Jews' sake ended up capsizing nazi Germany.
>>142536 I came here to post this. Set some goals and achieve them. The don't need to be big goals. In fact it's better to pick simple goals or to break up a larger goal into several more manageable sub-goals. Getting things done makes you feel good.
>>142560 Ayy I'm a souls fag. Got 3 on pc? I haven't finished the dlc yet. Also for me I just go into the wilderness for a few days. With or without someone. Freezing myself to sleep on the side of a mountain while speaking with the animals and the wind never fails to give me a good reset. On work weeks if I'm down I just drink, learn some new songs and play music or chat with people in vr chat now. I used to think low of people that would use vr or something like that but even though I can't see them I feel like the weirdos there get me more than people I see everyday.
I swear to christ I'm literally the only person on this board who lives away from all nature. >:V
Jokes aside, I don't like VRChat myself, but I do have all three Souls'. I don't have the DLC yet though, and I've only touched the first two games no shit I spent two hours on the first boss because I wanted to do a Deprived run and can't get used to the speed of combat and the new charge-attack for the club, kinda got sick of it before I made any real progress. DS1's combat feels much less hectic for me, much better for calming down.
anyway yeah, if you want me I'll name myself Enoch Powell Was Right and change it back after you send me the request.
>>143199 Sounds a lot like why I play Dark Souls and Silent Hill 2 and Yume Nikki and other 'depression games.' It feels like ruminating on it at least calms it down instead of it just constantly boiling inside.
>>142572 Dnd is pretty simple once you get a few games in. I'm still learning it but it's more or less imagination + rules. 5E is very streamlined, but if that's just not working try playing F.A.T.E. (not the PC game mind you) it takes out almost all of the rules and makes things easy to just pick up and go.
Nothing anymore. I used to walk but I've walked in every direction from here. I used to draw but I no longer have a community to draw for. I used to clean my house but some family moved in and now it gets much messier faster than I can clean it. I have no job and no money. I used to play vidya (love TFH btw) but I feel like shit for not doing anything above and being a lazy cunt. If I didn't believe in God I'd probably have an hero'd by now.